and i am precisely half an hour to turning fourteen.
okay. i know i should feel happy. and excited.
but i feel scared.
i still remember,
when i was eight,
i wished i was fourteen.
and now that i'm turning fourteen.
i wish i was eight again.
and i wished i could have turned back time.
then i would have seen that you really did care.
i was just blind enough not to see it
